Its been a while...

It's been a year since my last post. I wondered for a while if I had forgotten how to write, how to put the pieces together, how to express myself. As I sit here trying to say something my writing muscles struggle. I know that if I don’t say something soon they may seize up all together. I don't know exactly what it is that I want to say just yet, maybe it is that I am back, that I am trying and that I didn't disappear. I ............................ This is the issue that I face, I am thinking, I hear the words that I want to type but I have began to self edit to such an extent that there is nothing left to say. I worry that you will read this and see too much of me. I just imagined seeing you at an event and seeing the awkward look in your eyes, because I have been a little too intimate, shared a little too much of myself, allowed myself to be vulnerable and open to you. I have told you now, prepared you for what may come; This Blog may contain fragments of me. Pieces of me. I am a little excited.